Sad sad....today i was reading this blog about a couple who posted pictures and diaries of their passed-away son, Even. Even was born with heart disease and had an operation when he was an infant. At times, he would have low blood pressure and had to go to hospital for blood transfer. He was a beautiful looking boy but very sad that when he was 8months plus old, he just stopped breathing one night and passed away. While reading the blog, i was crying and crying as if i were the mother of Even. The mother was pregnant 2nd time but the foetus stopped growing and died in the womb. Poor Even's mother had to go through 2nd blow. There are times, i will talk to Rayhan and tell him 'mommy wants to hug u, kiss u forever. When u are older as an adult, u will not want mommy to kiss u or hug u or sleep on my lap to drink milk milk'. After saying this to Rayhan, my tears will flood like open dam. Cannot imagine if Rayhan were to leave me like Even left his parents. Really sympathise the poor couple. Hope God will bless them and give them a miracle (baby) to give them hope. This picture and the caption really make me cry....so sad...the caption is "This is Even last picture before he passed away, he was resting in mommy's embrace". So sad....sob sob...want to cry again.
